wazzzupp...
10:45 pm... the clock is ticking... this will be my first blog here!
i had many problems, all of us had... i'm in the phase in which i'm trying to find myself because of those problems...
i'm always at home, thinking! about what? about my life... the cycle in which i can't hardly accept!
i hate myself... i hate everything and anything about me... trying to relax... but still i felt paranoid! there are times that i couldn't even sleep, but most of the times i want to sleep! unwell! just close my eyes, trying to hide from the reality that hurts me... i want to dream! thats why i want to sleep... because in my dreams, i tend to be happy and i can escape when i am sad... fu*k!
wish i could go back in time... fix all the things that i have broken and try to be perfect!
sadly, i cant!
i must accept what i have... be patient... enjoy... i'm not weak, i can surpass anything... there are obstacles that stands in our way but were have tha capability to progress!
